I miss the little things!

There were so many things you did that cemented the thought in my mind and made me so secure in the fact that you loved me. I felt it. I saw it. I knew it.

Now? I have to just take your word.
And at that a word that is never uttered first, unsolicited.
I dont hear "I Love You" unless I say it first.
I dont get a kiss unless I give one first.
I dont get a hug unless I give one first.
We don't make love unless I inititate first.

In fact right now I dont get much from you at all.
You say you are focused on making us money so we can live a better life?
You are ignoring me and my feelings in the process.
And it hurts.
Badly.

We used to chat during the day. Yes I do understand you are busier now...but I love hearing from you during the day, knowing that you are thinking of me too?


I used to get this:

• You are the reason for my drive and focus. I'm riding this lightning bolt for you. I love you
• I'll live for nothing, but i'll die for you. Because you are everything. X
• I'm thinking of you all the time. You are part of my thought process that i cannot function without :-)
• Together we are getting there, wouldn't be any point without you. You redefine me :-)

  
  

Now I get this:

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It hurts.

Because I dont know if you still feel that way.

I miss it.